Here come the water works...

Okay, I want to write about my wonderful boyfriend so if you're not in the sappy mood I suggest you skip it or grab a barf bag or something.
I was hanging out with my sister last night and when I got home I just chilled out for a while and then my boyfriend came home. All the time when he comes home I get this sense of relief and joy! He makes the room feel so warm and everything makes sense. I fell asleep on the couch while we were watching t.v and he put me to bed. We lied down on the bed just starring into each others eyes. It's those moments that I live for. He makes me feel so relaxed and his essence calms me and I feel at peace. I get really uptight and hyper sometimes, it's so nice to have someone that balances you.
This morning I woke up and was wiiiide awake. I looked over and he was still sleeping (and looking sooo cute!!) and I gave him a little kiss on the neck before I got up and he put him arm around me. My first thought was, great now I'm stuck. But then I just melted into his arms and fell right back asleep. I love sleeping next to him because he usually reaches out for me while he's sleeping and holds me close. My days always start off perfect because of that small thing that means the world to me. I love his touch more than anything in this world. His small kisses, when he caresses my back, to when he opens his eyes and smiles are the moments that make me undertsand life more. With all the chaos I feel right now, it's so important that I embrace those intimate times I have with. The world stops and lets me have this moment to not think about anything but the happiness I feel with him. His voice is soo soothing too! His voice is like listening to a lullaby! The poor guy probably thinks I find him boring because I doose off, but he puts me into paradise mode!
I love that I can be myself and not worry about if I'm embarassing him, if it's bothering him. He loves every bit of me. He tolorates me when I'm a spazz and I worry, he loves it when I bang into doors!! (Side note: ever since I learned how to walk into walls or door without hurting yourself, I looove pretending I slammed into a wall or door. Scares some people or embarasses the people I'm walking with).
I just find myself so lucky to have a man that accepts me, respects me and basically GETS IT! Not many men understand what women want and I think he had an advantage since he was raised by a woman he got the inside scoop. He understands exactly what to do to make me feel special and wanted. He always shows he cares and he's there for me a thousand percent. I knew before we were even together that he was one hell of a man. A smart cookie too! There aren't many REAL men out there I find. Also, I noticed that men don't usually become men until their 30.
A man is someone who isn't afraid to take care of his girl and to show her his love everyday. He makes me feel like I'm on top of the earth, like I was meant to fly and he'll be right there beside me.
I love you baby! Thank you for helping me chill the fuck out!