Run!!

Have you ever felt like you just want to run away? I think everyone does. I just really want to get away from the city and just pick up and go somewhere. I guess I could max out my credit card, but I think given my current financial situation (aka I'm broke) I don't think it's going to happen.
I can imagine it though....mmmm the ocean wave sounds, the warm sand between my toes, the sensation of the sun giving me cancer...AAAHHHHHHHHHHHH WHYYYYYYYY
I feel much better now.
I don't know about you, but I see babies everywhere! It's making me a little baby crazy at the moment it's scary! I don't want a baby anytime soon but seeing babies and pregnant women all over the place is making me want one. It's really bad propaganda trying to get me to procreate...yes, that's it! I'm seeing it all over t.v and movies. Also weddings! All I see on t.v is bride this, baby that. I have a live-in boyfriend who I love to bits that I plan on marrying but not anytime soon. First, we're young. Second, we're poor. Third, we both don't have our shit together. Well, at least I don't. We're both in the arts so it would be nice to get that somewhat on track before bringing in anything that will kill us! I can't even take care of my hair, I don't think I could take care of a baby. Oh god, look! I'm talking about having a baby! AAAHHH! I have vacation and baby fever!! Some slash water in my face!
Okay, I'm calm, I'm cool. I need a break.