An actor's life for me...

I've been thinking about my life. I've always treasured the simple things such as my art, not getting swept up in materials. I wish I could just lock myself up in a room all day and write with no distractions. I feel like my creativity is being sucked from me living with so many distractions. I only have myself to blame. Work is actually forcing me to write more. Whenever I'm working lunch and I have a couple hours to spare till I have to work at dinner again, I write. There's so much I want to say and express that I feel overwhelmed. Maybe writing isn't the best way to go about it. I used to do sketches...maybe I can take up sketching...
LIGHT BULB!!
Perhaps I should look into making a short film... something to get my juices going... good old blog! I get the best ideas when I write in this puppy! Now the question is... what to write about...hmm...writer's block? Lame... or is it?? Yes, it is.
I want to just escape somewhere. I really need that loan. At least for Jan and Feb because work is going to be so dead. I could use that time to travel! Oh yeah..it's all coming together.
I know I'm not going through this alone...
I think I would be epically lost without CJ to inspire me. I'm already lost but even more so if he weren't there. I feel sad when he's not here. I bounce like a puppy when I see him. He makes me laugh and I enjoy everything so much more with him by my side. I feel like I can do anything. He gives me all the freedom to do whatever I want and that's what I need most. I wouldn't have gotten through these past two years as well if it weren't for him. He moved to Toronto for me...he HATES Toronto. I'll always be grateful. So here's to CJ, who keeps me on track and shows and tells me everyday how much he loves me.