I am slowly going crazy...1 2 3 4 5 6 SWITCH!

Switch bitch! Ahem...sorry, I don't know where that came from....
I feel like I am loosing my little mind!!! I really think I need to start reading instead of watching tv.
Television seems to pull this on me. If I watch too much or feel I'm getting addicted I start to loose my mind! I get restless and loose sight of what I need to do. I feel like I've been twiddling my thumbs for weeks - what the hell?!
Last night I was feeling blue because I realized how far I am from my dream and where I need to go seems like it will be an eternity! I haven't done nearly as much as I wanted and I feel like such a failure. That just means I have to change my approach completely. How? I have no idea... I need to regroup and get my act together!! Hmmm I will start today! I work at 5 so I have the whole day - well half the day (yeah I slept in. Who's the champ? This moi).
I think I'll park myself outside, go for a walk and think things out. When I'm done that I'll go to the gym and then head to work.
Ever since I was a little wee one I ALWAYS needed my sleep or I'd turn into Super Bitch and eat your face off. It has evolved to me needing too much sleep. I tried everything! I wake up early but then I crash and end up having 13 hours of sleep! I try going to bed early and hope to wake up early but no! I wake up at the same time!! I went to bed at 11 and woke up at 10! No matter what I try, I always HAVE to wake up at 10! I put my alarm on for 7:30am and I end up shutting it off in my doze state when it goes off. There is no helping me... my boyfriend now is back on afternoons and when he was on mornings, him getting up at 5:30am would help me get up early but now I just sleep in like no one's business. He still gets up at an early hour either 7 or 8 he's up. I'm not sure what to do. I really want to get into the habit of getting up at 7:30 or 8 so I can at least take 9:30 classes at the gym and start my day earlier.
Any suggestions? HELP!