The blessing meeter is going to explode!

I'm visiting my folks at the moment and for some reason it feels like Christmas... I'm not sure if it's because I'm FREEZING or... no it's because I'm freezing. It's so strange to sleep in my old bed sometimes. It's like you went through so much in one room and then it's a museum peice and going back to see it is like reliving everything again...anyone else get that feeling? Just me?
It's so nice to see my parents. It's like going back to basics of life when I see them. My mind gets so clouded with what I need to do that the mix of quiet suburbia and my parents seem to clear my mind. I have that sense of calm when I'm with my boyfriend and thank god I do or I'd be a mess. I already am so what does that mean??
I am so proud of where I came from. I didn't have a rough life, I have a nice childhood and parents that raised me right. I learned that the important things in life are...money - ha! gotcha!
No, good friends, family and having fun. What is the point if you can't enjoy life? Money isn't money anymore anyway! It's just numbers...Congress proved that. Hey, if the country can be millions (or trillions in some cases...ahem....ahem...) in debt then what's a couple grand right?
I see the country as a little hypocritical if you ask me... the government tries to be a good parent and encourage their little ones to do the right thing to prevent heartache in the future. Guess what, life happens and you need to spend a little to move on. Or to make yourself feel pretty... come on now... we can't have poor AND ugly people all over the place... imagine the chaos!! In case some of you can't read sarcasm...that was not sarcasm.... see what I did there (totally stole that line from my bf. Thanks honey!)
Sure I may not have been brought up on a silver platter but it was bronze! I for sure am not taking it for granted and hope to take it with me wherever I go so I can enjoy life more instead of worrying. So I'm not going to worry about my acting career, I'm just going to keep getting ahead step by step. I'm not going to worry about the greys in my hair - that's right!!! GREY!!!! I'm not going to worry about the grey in my hair.....I'm not... you can't see them anyway... there's only a few. Except I keep trying to pluck them but then more grow!! WTF!?!?!
I'm not going to worry..... I don't want wrinkles.... what have I become....