I guess I'll try all things like meditation, exercising and eating right and all that crap lol. I feel like I haven't been a good gf, sister, friend, employee, actor, client.... anything. I need to get it back and appreciate what is being given to me. Everything is being handed to me and I'm not reaching out and taking it. It's time to stop being a whiney brat and be whoever people think I am. I feel like the impression I give people is better than who I actually am. I feel like a fraud. Nothing a little swim won't cure
Sunday, February 7, 2010
my heart goes bang bang boom
I feel like I've lost it. I'm on the journey to get myself back. This is an intense journey. I'm figuring out how to love again, how to function and how to be.... happy. I really like being happy and it seems like I haven't really laughed in a long time. I'm going to change things... I have to.
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aw this post makes me sad. my school work load will be way lighter after this next week if you want to try and arrange a get together, you could come up here and we can do a spa date or something! go out for some drinks and just catch up and vent cause we didnt really get a chance to do that when you were here!
ReplyDeletemiss you loads, msg me or call anytime if you need to chat. xxxx
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Awww Jess!!! I would totally love to come by! This month is kinda crazy with Cuba and everything. A vacation will be exactly what I need right now. Do you think you'll be okay with me visiting in March?
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